sister is getting ready to meet her friends. they called her and said let me treat you coffe or ice-cream... i have never had such friends who called me out. i used to listen them talk about their meetings afterwards at work or school. and then they would say we didn't call you because you wouldn't come. you would call if you give a damn about me. so i don't befriend with anybody anymore. i am hi-hi at work. i don't care to stop and have a chat with anybody. and i got used to being alone so much being with others feels so stupid to me.