24.12.2014



Bir kelimeye bin anlam yüklediğim zaman sana sesleneceğim.
ひとつの言葉に千の意味を込めるとき、あなたを呼ぶだろう
When I put one thousand meanings to one word I'll call out to you 
천 가지의 의미가 한 단어에 담기면 나는 당신을 불러요

Özdemir Asaf.

週末



2年前に引っ越しましたが、まだ箱の中に荷物がっています。

週末はこの箱をあけました。

父と妹と弟と私の大の本とノトが入っていました。

父親が仕事に使っていたノトも見つかりました。

これらの本のいくつかを本棚へおき、たくさんの古いノト類を捨てました。
 
私の大時代のノトも見つけましたが、何もえていません。

校でんだすべてを忘れてしまいました。

18.12.2014

Nell, Green Nocturne

청춘연가


I didn’t know back then, that’s why I was careless
And that’s why it was more beautiful

Giving and receiving scars is part of being human
And I don’t think I was really scared of that

If you just wipe it, that’s it that’s what tears are
If you don’t go there, that’s it, that’s what memories are

Sometimes, I still think I can be like that
But once again…

It felt a bit strange and unfamiliar
But that’s why it was more beautiful

I clashed against things like I was going to break
And I don’t think I was really scared of that

If you just endure, that’s it, that’s what pain is
If you just take it, that’s it, that’s what sadness is

Sometimes, I still think I can be like that
But once again…

Fear takes a hold of me and my heart grows heavy
And a sigh comes out of my mouth again

Time made me into an adult
But I don’t think it made me strong
Time made me into an adult
But it made me that much more of a fool

I didn’t know back then, that’s why I was careless
And that’s why it was more beautiful
Love is about doing it until you break
And I don’t think I was really scared of that

3.12.2014

Yoon Jong Shin, Happy Tears

윤종신 
행복한 눈물 

분명히 난 행복한 건데 왜 눈물이 흐르나요 
걱정 말라고 눈 살며시 감는 그대 내게 안겨 있는 순간인데도

사랑해 이 행복한 말에 왜 눈물이 흐르나요 
날 믿는다고 귓가에 속삭인 그대 손이 내 머릿결 위로 흐르네

그대여 잊지 않을게 지금 이 행복이 고마워 
그 언제 힘든 일이 와도 이 순간만을 믿을게

묻지 않을게 영원히 나를 사랑할 수 있냐고 
같이 흘린 그대 눈물에 난 더 바라는 게 없어요

지나간 일일 뿐인데도 왜 눈물이 흐르나요 
서로 참아준 그 순간순간이 이제 와서 고마운 게 미안한 건지

부탁해 누가 먼저 가면 눈물 덜 흘리기로 해 
너무 잘 살아서 너무 사랑해서 그 추억들에 미소 짓기로 해요

그대여 잊지 않을게 지금 이 행복이 고마워 
그 언제 힘든 일이 와도 이 순간만을 믿을게

묻지 않을게 영원히 나를 사랑할 수 있냐고 
같이 흘린 그대 눈물에 난 더 바라는 게 없어요

오늘 밤 난 행복할 건데 왜 눈물이 흐르나요 
지친 날들도 다퉜던 날들도 내일 아침 입맞춤이면 난 감사해

1.12.2014

already december

it's already December today and i read only about 15 books this year... that's soo bad...
I began to read a new one last week. it is another history book, on academic base. also i borrowed another book from brother this weekend. it makes 4 books in row to be read this month.