kitap

Hala "Foucault Sarkacı"nı okuyorum. Ya da okumaya çalışıyorum diyelim. Kitabı yarıladım sayılır ama henüz konuyu anlayabildiğimi söyleyemem.

Bu arada bir de Marian Keyes'in Yorgan Altında adlı kitabına başladım. Sizden çok farklı bir hayat yaşayan birinin yazılarında kendinizi bulmanız ne tuhaf..

Books

I finished reading Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen. I read it just for finding it in the bookcase. I don't know who bought the book. Would you forgive someone who lead you wrong way and played with your feelings just like that? why they are trying to find excuses to forgive the people who hurt them? just let them go and forget. Trying to find a goodness in all is like nobody is complately evil thesis of Japanese dramas/manga/anime. Everybody has a reason to be bad...

liseden sonra bilgisayar programcılığına devam etseydim sanırım oyun yapardım.

K-Drama

Twenty Again was a Korean drama about a 38 years old woman who decides to go to the college. She gets pregnant at the last year of highschool and gives up school following her husband to another country. It began interesting but became boring as it got close to end.

She Was Pretty, another typical Korean drama which got so much interest that I didn't get because I didnt enjoy it as much as people did. 

"Sözcük çok yavaş yavaş yenir, ancak dilinin üstünde erimeye bırakırsan dağıtıp yeniden birleştirebilirsin onu."

My First Books

after the fairy tales the first books I read:

Edmondo De Amicis - Heart (Çocuk Kalbi)

Dostoyevsky - Poor Folk (İnsancıklar)

 

 

Reşat Nuri Güntekin - Anadolu Notları (Notes from Anatolia)

Books

books planning to buy

• Anadolu Uygarlıkları, Ekrem Akurgal
• Anadolu'nun Gözyaşları, Yaşar Yılmaz
• Semboller Nasıl Okunur, Clare Gibson
• Sur ve Sultan, Reha Bilge

books planning to read (from home bookcase)

• Şehirler Kitabı, G. Cabrera Infante
• Yolların Başlangıcı, Amin  Maalouf
• Akıl ve Tutku, Jane Austen
• Kelile ve Dimne, Beydeba - father's book. so it is an edition from 70s. it is strange how I have a hard time udnerstanding my native language from 40 years ago..
• Gulag Takım Adaları, Aleksander Soljenitsen - I remember beginning to read it but stopped somewhere. Will read it this time.
• Siyah Kan, Jean Christophe Grange - I bought this book years ago but stopped reading because I didn't like it. Will read just to be read.

rusted skills

it has been more than 15 years I haven't been in drawing. I treied to draw a few times but failed. My only a little bit drawing skill is also gone. I should have tried to improve in spite of stopping.  I missed drawing a lot.

D&E, Growing Pains

SUPER JUNIOR-D&E 너는 나만큼 (Growing Pains) Music Video

It is so different from teaser as I expected. Still liked the song.

Ottoman Period Mediterrian World

I finished reading Ottoman Period Mediterrian World. It was a book arranged by the documents based on official records in islands of Mediterranean Sea. It gives information about the populations, social life, wars and politic subjects.

Even if it was hard to keep up with it for me since it was an academic work it was nice to learn more about Ottoman term life and different things from history after the simple knowladge given in schools.


There was this part where the people was happy when Ottoman was beaten and had to leave the Morean Island to Republic of Venice and then when their freedom which they had during Ottoman managment was taken away this time they asks help from Ottoman aganist Venice.

MV/ Jang Hye Jin, Old Photographs

오래 된 사진을 꺼내  어린 내 얼굴을 어루만져 멀어졌던 기억을 더듬어 
문득 피어 오른 그대 옅은 향기 어렴풋이 남겨진 아련한 속삭임에
벅차 오르네 여태껏 먼발치에 두고 있었던 지난 날들이 소나기처럼 내리고 나는 젖어 드네 그 아득하던 꿈들과 떠나버린 그대 그립던 마음 손에 닿을 것 같은데
다시 올 수 있을까 한 순간만이라도 거짓말처럼 시간을 돌려도 같을 수가 있을까 그때의 내가 되도 어쩌면 모두 그대로 그대로
정말 우리는 아름다웠던가 그저 그 시절 내가 그리운 걸까
많은 것이 변해있네 나의 사람도 사랑도, 어느새 저 멀리에
멈춰 서있네 날 향해 손짓하는 것만 같아서 한번만 그댈 만나 볼 수 있다면
RAP)  잔상처럼 떠다니는 기억  잔잔했던 삶은 다시금 심장이 뛰어 그때는 왜 이 소중한 것들을 알지 못했나 순수하던 니가 생각나 그리고 못된 나 시계를 반대로 돌려놓을 용긴 없어 그저 오늘을 간직하려 해 몇 년 지나서 분명 지금을 또 그리워 할지 모름에 우린 늘 어제와의 작별인사를 거르네
다시 올 수 있을까 한 순간만이라도 거짓말처럼 시간을 돌려도 같을 수가 있을까 그때의 내가 되도 어쩌면 모두 그대로 그대로
오랜 시간 동안 잊고 있었던 마음
돌아가고 싶지만  지금 순간도 그립겠지 언젠간
다시 올 수 있을까 한 순간만이 거짓말처럼 시간을 돌려도 같을 수가 있을까 그때의 내가 되도 어쩌면 모두 그대로 그대로

... years old me

 

20 years old me

35 years old me

40 years old me

and me of today, four of us

I made my 20 years old sit in front of my 35 years old. And I sat in front of my 40 years old.

My 20 years old found my 35 years old conservative. My 40 years old said both of them are idiots.

I tried to soothe, they said "don't interfere old man". A huge quarrel started. The neighbours hit the walls from up and down. My 20 years old threw a glass to my 40 years oldç

They made a complate mess of the house, too.

I am at fault of course! Why are you inviting people you don't know to your house...

 

 

Kitap: Da Vinci Şifresi

Dan Brown, Da Vinci Şifresi
Aklımda bu kitap hakkında çok konuşulduğu kalmış. Ben o kadar abartılacak bir şey göremedim. "Kefen", "Jane Austen Hayatımı Mahvetti" kitaplarından farklı gelmedi bana.
Kitap, komploların bir araya geririlip, fantastik kurgu bir hikaye üzerine kurgulanmasından başka birşey değil.